Judgement

Judgement!
That’s what is is, that’s what I’m afraid of, with the help of my coach I’ve finally worked it out
You see I always knew I was afraid of something, I thought it was failure
But no, I do all the work, work really hard on something
Then the final piece of the puzzle I hold back
I don’t hand in the essay
I don’t book the final assessment
I don’t put the photo up
I always thought I was afraid of failure, not getting it right
I’ve actually tried many different things, most of which haven’t gone as expected!
But I’m OK with that, Just as long as I don’t have to put myself out there and be judged
As mums we are judged all the time, Judged if we stay at home, judged if we go to work
I realise now it was fear of judgement that held me back for so long
I didn’t want to be a landlord the “fat slug on the beach” in the Daily Mail story
Even though I knew it would give me the income I needed and the time with the kids
So I clung to the identity of being a teacher
But the thing is they are going to judge you anyway, whatever you do
Before I started investing in property I came across a quote from Rob Moore, entrepreneur and property investor
“they are going to judge you anyway, so you may as well be rich”
If you knew you didn’t fear judgement, what would you really do?

Gemma

Gemma

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